LOUdesker:)

2008-05-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

a big heartfelt THANK YOU to all those wonderful people out there who voted for us! (:
the results are out today,
and so here are your BSC main comm 08/09!

1. Jia Min!
2. Maybelle!
3. Liyi!
4. Jo-an!
5. Lou-Lin
6. Nicholas Lee
7. Ling Yu
8. Shi Hui
9. Yanti
10. Roy
11. Sunny
12. Cindyy
13. Suffian
14. Caleb
15. Tracy / May

for Tracy and May it's a tie. soo, that position isn't finalised yet.
but anyway,
to the rest of those who ran,
it was a job well done.
but do not be disheartened alrights?
PLEASE DO COME AND SUPPORT OUR EVENTS! (:

to my dearest 07/08 main comms,
it was total love working with you all.
every single one of you.
all the memories will stay by me,
from our AGM to our week zero! (:
come back and support us okayy?

anyway. i've KINDA moved to LJ.
but i'm not really sure about how to use LJ. HAHA!
loser shiat.
hahah.
BUT i'm pretty smart! (:
here's the LINK!
http://lou-desker.livejournal.com

2008-05-21T00:49:00.002+08:00

OFFICIALLY

Continue at Jia Min's

2008-05-20T12:38:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling pretty emo.

16th may 2008 came and went soo fast.
haha. our last "event" by BSC main comm AY07/08.
it's really sad.
like our whole year together has come and gone so fast.

it really seems like just last month Joanne was psycho-ing me to run with her for elections.
it seems like just last week that we were sitting down for our first meeting.
it seems like just yesterday that we had our first event together.

aye. was reading jia min's blog while typing this entry. haha. seriously want to cry mans.
like what she said,
no more projects,
no more karaoke-ing in LTs before/after events,
no more irritatingly-hell-long meetings & briefings & de-briefs,
no more snoring outside classrooms,
no more sleepless nights during events,
no more walkie-talkies,
no more WHERE-IS-THE-DAMN-KEY in the morning,
no more DAMN-IT-I-GOTTA-WALK-BLOODY-FAR-TO-GET-THE-KEY kinda feelings,
no more proposals,
no more project reports,
no more finance things to do,
no more seeing ANNE,
no more running here & there to get signatures from irritating BSC presidents
*heehee. love you JOYCE!*,
no more special room for us,
no more skate-scooting around in school,
no more behaving as though the whole business school belongs to us during the hols,
no more....

all though there are many things that i have complained about doing during my term of office, i've actually come to adopt them in my daily life.
now that me being HONORARY ASST TREASURER of BSC AY07/08 is coming to an end,
i suddenly want to do everything all over again.
i want to continue complaining.
i want to continue having long meetings and briefings till like 3am.
i want to walk all the way to mensa from business sch just to get the key.
i want to sleep outside the corridor and let everyone hear me snore!

haha. aye. it didnt hit me that i was gonna step down alr & that i would miss it so was when somenone asked me to second him for his nominations.
WHAM! it hit me then.
it also occurred to me that SL appreciation was the last event i would ever have with my main comms. =(

haha. shitass emo now mans.
but seriously,
thru BSC i have found friends who i can call family.
we may not necessarily be close,
but i do know that no matter what,
they'll be there for me and i for them.

total loves to the whole BSC MAIN COMM AY07/08! (:

should i or should i not?

the advantages & the disadvantages.

2008-05-06T22:08:00.002+08:00

tired.

emo.

upset.

fustrated.

super lonesome.

detached.

give me something to believe in again.

2008-04-06T01:59:00.003+08:00

today we had our PHANTOS MAKE-OUT SESSION (PMS II)

didnt really want to go at first,
BUT.....
promised GIDDY-ONS & GLENN & WAN that i'll go.
haha. havent been to much empire outings laa.

& super thankful i didnt miss it la.
hahaha!
though i havent been around PHANTOS much,
i felt the BOND-ness.
haha. like a string that was labelled BOND was tying us together.
HAHAHA! funnyy.

ANYWAY,
our make-out session was PHAN-tastic please.
the water games and all.
uber duper fun!
maybe FO is not gonna be so bad after all.
haha. feeling a wee bit excited for camp.

(: (:

OMGOODNESS CAN I TELL YOU!
i was damn hungry just now la.
haha. JERYL boy has never seen me eat so much before.
after the mas GL cheer thingy, i (sort of) rushed to Whitesands to meet the boyfriend.
for the FIRST time i KNEW exactly what i wanted to eat.
BIGGGG MAC!
YES! i was THAT hungry.
plus i ordered cup corn too. HAHA.
i cleaned out E V E R Y T H I N G.
including those itty bitty fries.
and in the end,
i felt satisfactor-ily full.
HAHA!

OK! i'm going to sleeeeeeep!

i've got a damn hot boyfriend (:

2008-04-05T03:56:00.003+08:00

i swear ar,
BSC SL CAMP '08 is the hottest thing on blogs now mans.
HAHAHA!

everyone's like blogging about it
(including me too!)
from the participants to the sub comms to the main comms.

MY TURN NOWS!

haha. okayy. so my role for SL camp was FA.
CAESION was the name of my group.
haha. i thought the name was DAMN nice at first.
but ar... it's DAMN hard to make cheers with balls.

ANYWAY,
i was realllllllyyy apprehensive about being an FA cause..
well.
my voice is kinda this small.
& i dont know,
it's like what Serene says, FEAR. and a t e a s p o o n of shy-ness.
haha.
seriously speaking, my emotions and stuff kept fluctuating the whole camp.
when i first saw my list, i was.. satisfied?
cause i had people like bimbo hui, tat, caleb, nic, jessie etc.
but then when i started the ice-breaking,
i kind of had a mind block and froze.
i seriously didnt know what to play/do.
& to have like 29-30 people waiting for you to come up w/ SOMETHING,
i felt damn stressed suddenly.
then due to this, everyone was like.. ermmmmms. sooo...
& seriously, i felt like i was making a fool out of myself in front of people who had experience in FA-ing & ice-breaking stuff, like tat & jessie.
i uber stressed out & demoralised at times that i threw up. =/

BUT,
the outcome of the 3 days was great & priceless.
i may not have been a good FA, but i did have a great group. (:

i really have to thank TAT YI for guiding the group & taking care of them at times when i could not/did not. (:

& a big thanks goes to JESSIE for trying to hype the group up with games and stuff. & for encouraging the group to always do better. (:

& definitely a BIG thank you to the rest of the group.
for making CAESION what we are.
for coming down for the camp.
for stepping up to leadership roles when the time needs you to be.
for being participative and enthu whether you are made to roll around in mud/smashing your face into a bucket of disgusting food mix while poking your tongue & nose around to look for items, or when you are made to get soaking wet or run around Tampines in the hot sun.

I'M SUPER PROUD OF YOU CAESIONS! (:

haha. i know i said that many times during the de-brief.
but somehow when i said it out, i felt it didnt convey the PROUDNESS i really felt.
i wished i had taken more time @ the debrief.
really. i seriously have so many more things to say.
like really heart2heart stuff.
but.. i think my shy-ness & nervous-ness crept up on me again.
oh wells. hope you guys can read this & know that when i say i'm proud of you, I MEAN IT!

haha. i think i'm like the only retard who gets damn excited & happy when their group wins,
THIRD!
hahaha!
but really!
our 1st day results we were THIRD.. from the bottom up.
2nd day was damn disheartening with a last finishing of 8th place.
but we chiong-ed the 3rd day,
& came out THIRD at the end! (:

haha. i can actually pinpoint the most happy moment in the SL camp.
it was when after the results were announced,
& i got of stage cause they were gonna do the final mass dance.
& CAESION came around me and started cheering cause we were all damn happy we did so well!

hahahaha. i swear, just remembering that moment can make me tear. hahaha!
mushy mushy.

GOOD JOB TO ALL!
to the PROGRAMME team who took the risks & made this a new & exciting camp.
to the LOG COMM the sai kang warriors.
to FOODMIN who, without them, we would've STARVED.
to DIN & MAYBELLE for commanding this camp.
lastly, to all MAIN COMMS for putting their everything into this camp to make it happen. (:

ANYWAY,
i think i better go & sleep soon cause i told JERYL boy that i'm sleeping.
oh yes.
i seriously missed my boy while i was at camp.
FOW & FOC how how how? hahaha.

i'll think of something tmr when i'm not so tired anymore.
GOOD NIGHTS!

ohh ohh.
BIMBO HUI wrote this on her blog! :
"Thank you Loulin for being such a great FA :D
Really damn good & nice FA.
I ♥ Loulinnn :D"

(: gonna smile HAPPILY in my sleep! (:

just say you love me for the rest of my life.

2008-03-13T02:44:00.004+08:00

ugh!, eews!, YUCKS!, gerrr-rooss, bleahs!, =( etc..

I DONT LIKE MY BLOGSKIN BUT I CANT DO NUTS ABOUT IT.

OH.MY.GOD
STEP UP 2 was awesome!
filled with hot bods & hot moves.
totally fell in love with the chinese MSA crew guy whom i know not of his name.
but names snames.
HE'S EFF-ING HOT BALLS!
with his oh-so-awesome-hot-chinese-american looks
&his oh-my-goodness-gorgeous-build
&his way-cool-as-well-as-awesomely-hot-jaw-dropping-moves
&.. &.. ~~his~~ HE'S EFF-ING HOT BALLS! (:
yummmmms....
haha.

i'm totally hooked to the song "Get Low by Flo Rida ft. T-Pain"
"she hit the flo.."
"next thing you know.."
"Shawty got low low low low low..."
LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW..
HAHAH! wheee!

oh! went for Penitential Service today.
it's like a confession of sins to the priests.
& my nose was itchy like hell in church la.
(haha. that was kind of contradicting. haha!)
i kept sneezing & stuff.
so while we (me, my maid & mario) were queueing for our turn,
my maid said,
"why you keep sneezing? later when you go up to the priest & confess your sins then you sneeze how!"
"the priest will say to you, GOD BLESS YOU!"
i Laughed Out Loud!
super embarrassing! like OMG. HAHA!

the littlest things that amuse me (:

2008-03-12T23:15:00.003+08:00

THIS IS HOW HAPPY I AM ABOUT MY RESULTS! (:

2008-03-04T02:23:00.002+08:00

whee. changed to a new look. HAHA.
sense of achievement. (though i kinda liked the old one better)

love you baby.

no matter what.

2008-02-28T15:46:00.002+08:00

sweet satisfaction (:

2008-02-18T14:47:00.002+08:00

eff-ing emo.

life's filled with contradictions.
can't always have what you want.
the heart sucks.
just when everything's right,
complications arise.

life's a bitch.

wants&needs.

2008-02-18T03:55:00.003+08:00

did you know that there's such a software whereby people can ACTUALLY track your online movements?

I DIDNT! (till like a few days ago)
omg.
super stalker mans.
like..
WHERE IS THE PRIVACY?!
okok. i am such a computer idiot.
HAHA.
but seriously!
now i am super scared to move from page to page.
later some fella can stalk me ar.
HAHAHAHA.
okayy. i'm done with my early morning ramblings.
GOOD MORNING!

My heart’s crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open

2008-02-18T03:29:00.002+08:00

I'M OFFICIALLY ON HOLIDAYS! (:

wheeee...

and and and...

I'M OFFICIALLY GONNA QUIT GIORDANO!
27th Feb 2008. haha.
counting down the days. (:

sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

That I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you till the feelings subside

2008-02-05T02:12:00.000+08:00

reading Agnes's blog gave me the motivation to BLOG!
haha. okayy. so i shall blog proper.

OH!IWATCHEDSWEENYTODD!
IT WAS... hmm. okayyy.
i knew it was a musical-like kinda show..
BUTTT.. i didnt expect it to be A MUSICAL. haha.
seriously.
the ~~movie~~ ~~show~~ musical ended the way it started.
"there was a barber & his wife... & she was BEE-UUU-TEE-FULLL"
beginning to end.
haha.

although the show was average, (newspapers gave the movie 4 stars balls. if you EVEN call it a movie.)
the company was great.
haha. it was a W E I R D mix, but it was real fun. haha.
the W E I R D crew was made up of
- NG SHIN YI
- NADIA SUPRAKASH
- ROY TAN
- MADELINE __fill in blank___
- VINCE __fill in blank___
- RACHEL __fill in blank___
yups. these are the people who made up the motley (eh hey. ~~trying to act~~ chim! HAHA!) crew last thurs. haha.
all the bitching, & hmm. well. it was basically bitching. haha.
i totally didnt realise that VINCE was damn funny, though kinda cheena.
ROY was like a total DRAMA ~~MAMA~~ PAPA. haha. seriously.

i think my class is are a nice packet of nuts. (:

Don’t be afraid

I´ll be right by your side

Through the laughter and pain

Together we’re about to fly

2008-02-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

YESSH ARRRR!

hahaha! HOLS ARE COMING!
total yay-ness please. haha.
can't wait.

TWO papers down.
2 more to go.
& then all i'm left with is STINKIN' comm skills.

argh. hate that subject to the MAX!
Ms Bloody Mary Shirley Temple. ugh.
YOU OWE ME AN APOLOGY!
i dont care mans.
say SORRY!
put it into a newspaper forum.
write me a FORMAL apology letter.
dont know how to write one?
find out yourself man! PBL learning ~~biatch~~!
IN YOUR FACE MANS.
(like as though she gonna read this. WEE-TARD!)
realised i was not complyin to my new year's resolution of not being vulgar; hence i've ~~striked~~ out biatch. (:

oh mans. i realised i am SUPER dead online.
my blog's dead-ed.
my friendster is half dying.
my msn is like non-existent.
HAHA.

dum-dee-dum-dee.
thinking of what else i wanted to say.
hmms.
OKAYBYE!

*haha. WTF is running thru your head just about now! HAHA!*

i hope that you are as happy as i am. (:

2008-01-18T03:48:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JERYL YEE NO CHINESE NAME (as far as i know) BOYFRIEND!

2008-01-18T00:49:00.000+08:00

this is a random post.

but i suddenly realised something.

GIDEON has this freaky ability to sound LOUD on MSN as in real life.
REALLY!
f r e a k y d e a k y s mans.
come! let me show you an example.

Gideon: you cannot have theodore!
Gideon: cause you never come phantos lunch!

ME: WHY?!
ME: you give me a theodore & i promise to ALWAYS go for every single phantos thingys
ME: ALWAYS
ME: will even be early!
ME: heck!
ME: i'll organise!
ME: HAHA

Gideon: i willl copy paste the convo for the whole phantos to see ah

ME: BUT!
ME: must give me a theodore!
ME: HAHHA
ME: a walking, talking, singing, fat, CHIPMUNK!

GIDEON: AAAAAAAAAAAAA!
GIDEON: i
GIDEON: try
GIDEON: -_-
GIDEON: ANYWAYSSSSSSS!
GIDEON: hahaha.
GIDEON: i got to gooooooooooooooooo
GIDEON: sleep!
GIDEON: talk to you soon!
GIDEON: REMEMBER IS SOON AH!
GIDEON: SOON!

ME: okayys!

GIDEON: always never see me one
GIDEON: SIAN!

ME: see you where?
ME: haha
ME: you're sooo big, who cannot see?!

GIDEON: around!

ME: ohhhh
ME: okayy
ME: gotcha! k byes!

GIDEON: wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh =)
GIDEON: okookok nighttttttssssssssss

seriously.
i can sooo imagine the gideon-ess talking. HAHA.
okbye.

2008-01-17T11:35:00.000+08:00

projects are drowning me mans.

like SEE-RAI-US-LEE.

&if' it's not PROJECTS, it's WORK.
this is how my life goes,

1. BSC projects
2. Work
3. School projects
4. Work
5. BSC
6. Work.
7. School.
8. BSC

notice how often 'WORK' & 'BSC' comes up
& how prioritised my school work is
& how IN-EXISTENT (ehh. or is it NON-EXISTENT?) 'FUN' & 'PLAY' is?

hehehehe.
okay. that was a good dose of self-pity.

ANYWAY.
anyone wants to go to the TP dinner&dance?
it's like March-ish & ~~it costs $50 per tix.~~
okay. wait i shldnt tell you the price yet.
let me tell you what D&D is gonna have. (with my relatively small knowledge about it)
- it's an 8-course dinner.
- there's ME
- entertainment
- there's ME
- it's @ the Regent
- I'M going
- it's a dress up kinda thing. really cool
- I'LL be there
- you can widen your social circle.
lastly, LOU-LIN WILL BE THERE! (:
and all these wonderful 10 reasons to go costs $50 per tix.
yups. it's so worth it mans. HAHA.

so interested? (:

HAHA.
okay. i shall stop procrastinating. been procrastinating to do my projects for like.....
FOR-TAY FIVE MINUTES.
45 mins
FORTY-5..
okok. i'm going, going, GONE.

oh wait wait wait. that reminds me of AMELIA'S open house shirt.
hahaha. i think it was damn cute.
like the front of the shirt said..
" i am.. 5, 6, 7, 8.."
& the back said..
" GONE!"

sweet nothings, are they?

2008-01-08T14:12:00.000+08:00

To my Hot-stuff (:

Take me as I am
Put your hand in mine now and forever
Darling here I stand, stand before you now
Deep inside I always knew

It was you, you and me
Two hearts drawn together bound by destiny
It was you, and you for me
Every road leads to your door
Every step I take forever more

Just say you'll love me for the rest of your life
I got a lotta love and I don't want to let go
Will you still love me for the rest of my life
'Cause I can't go on
No, I can't go on
I can't go on
If I'm on my own

Take me as I am
Put your heart in mine, stay with me forever
'Cause I am just a ~~man~~ GIRL who never understood
I never had a thing to prove

'Till there was you, you and me
Then it all came clear so suddenly

Do you believe a love could run so strong
Do you believe a love could pass you by
There was no special one for me
I was the lonely one, you see
But then my heart lost all control
Now you're all that I know

Just say you'll love me for the rest of your life
I got a lotta love and I don't want to let go
Will you still love me for the rest of my life
'Cause I can't go on (Can't go on)
No, I can't go on
I can't go on
If I'm on my own
(chicago - will you still love me?)

i love you hon.

2008-01-08T03:24:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG NOT DEAD.
haha. like from Punk Not Dead.
HAHA.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (:
wheee!
time for new resolutions!

MY 2008 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS.
1. always reply boyfriend's msges. ALWAYS.
2. cut down on fast food.
3. go to church MORE often. *psst! Glenn boy! i need your help on this one!*
4. stop using sooo much vulgarities. tsk tsk.
5. study harder!
6. make sure i keep my resolutions. HAHA.

oh mans.
i watched Alvin & the Chipmunks with Agnes & my hot-stuff the other day.
BOYFRIEND! i really really want a THEODORE!
i think chipmunks are the IN thing this season mans.
& have you watched the CHIPMUNKS yet?
if you haven't,
HAHA! YOU'RE SLOWER THAN ME MANS!
faster get your butt to the nearest cinema & catch it!
if you have,
HAHA! I WATCHED IT TOO!

hehehe. i'm damn hyper.

MOVIES I WANT TO WATCH
1. Mr Mag-something and his wonderful something
2. AVP2 *psst! AGNES!*
3. Dan in real life - my hot-stuff wants to catch this.
4. ALVIN!!!!!

dont let me go.

2007-12-21T12:51:00.000+08:00

haha. my blog is like UBER dead mans.

okayy. so it's been a loonnnggg week.
been stressed out to the MAX.
work was a killer cause there's shortage of manpower,
open house project was depressing cause i didnt plan my time well and didnt prepare much.
projects were horrible cause i felt guilty that i'm not doing much on my part cause i've soo many other things to do.
social life is going down the drain due to financial and time constraints.
exams were stressful cause i DIDNT study!

and like OH MY TIANS!
there was one night where i didnt sleep at all cause i was trying to complete my club project
& i kept falling asleep during my paper.
:(
& what's the worst thing about it?
I KNEW THE ANSWERS!! :(
oh mans.
DEPRESSED YO!

butttttt... on the brighter side,
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
WHEEE HEEE HEEE HEEE HEEE!
HO HO HO!
excited balls. (: (:
" I know what i want for CHRISTMAS
there's just ONE thing i need
i dont want alot of presents
underneath my CHRISTMAS tree.
i just want YOU for my own
more than you would ever know,
make my wish come trueeeeee.
ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS youuuuuu!"

christmasCHRISTmaschristMAS!

hahahaha.

ok BYE!

2007-11-26T22:00:00.000+08:00

projects are destroying me. and my brain cells.

i dont know why

but i miss you

2007-11-26T02:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERYL! (:

haha. it's my best crapping buddy's birthday today. haha.
FINALLY 18 yo! be excited! haha.
i seriously think i am more excited about his birthday then he is.
oh wells. haha.

ANYWAY. omg.
everyone is leaving me at Downtown Giordano la.
ANDY is going back for re-service for like an UBER long time.
XINTING has just tendered her resignation.
then i am gonna be left alone in a CHEENA shop.
:(
*hope YOU guys are reading this & feeling guilty mans!*

work today was almost to a point of UNBEARable.
"BEST FRIEND" was driving me nuts, though she worked like.. 5 hours only?
nonono. i shldn't bitch about her.
dont be mean. dont be mean.
CANT MONEY JUST FALL OUT OF THE SKY FOR ME!

i feel like i'm in a bitchy mood now.
like.. life's a bitch.
my job is a bitch.
comm skills is damn bitchy.
the teacher is even bitchier.
everything about me is bitchy too.
haha. told you i was in a bitchy mood.

i'm craving for central's duck rice, xin wang's special har gow (whatever you spell it mans), ice-cream, sleep, mentos, tuesdays/wednesdays.

2007-11-24T02:49:00.000+08:00

okayy. this week has been like...

sighs. SIGHS. sighs.

oh. they are all THREE different kinda SIGHS.

i feel SUPER stressed out this past few weeks.
work. BSC. work. school. no beauty sleep. work. BSC.
it's like SUDDENLY everything is like.. what's-the-word.. volcano-ing?
nono. ERUPTING. haha. knew i would get it sooner or later.

okay. i suddenly dont feel like typing no more.
emo-ing the past few days.

oh. i got voted president of the Bimbo society.
i have NOOO idea how i got so lucky mans.

oh yes. i've got to do some corporate comm TP video this coming Tuesday.
so my darling female main comms, i have pulled you girls to join me. (:
haha.
*i just realised! i didnt haha alot this time round. HAHA*

OH! i donated blood! hahaha. wait. i also just realised i'm being UBER random & jumping from point to point. haha. funny. okay.
so i donated blood!
oh my tians.
i was damn scared ar!
i'm scared shits of needles.
hahaha. i think i was the only loser who started tearing, while registering.
it was okay la.
felt damn cool wearing the bandage thingy. hahaha.
too bad it was yellow.
wanted purple though.
ho hums.

i really dont feel like blogging anymore.
this post is REALLLY redundant.
i think i shld go to sleep.

haha. now i feel smart. OK BYE!

oh! Jeryl intro-ed me this song. who will i run to - kiley dean
it's damn nice.
but prepared to be emo-ed. haha.

2007-11-20T02:44:00.000+08:00

so let me get this straight
say now you loved me all along?
what made you hesitate to tell me with words what you really feel
i can see it in your eyes you mean all of what you say
i remember so long ago, see i felt that same way
now we both have separate lives and lovers (and lovers)
insignificantly enough we both have significant others

so let me get this straight
all these years and you were no where to be found
and now you want me for your own
but you're a day late and my love,she's still renowned
we are who we were when
could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend
we are whowe are who we were when
who knew what we know now
could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend
we are who
we are who we were when

2007-11-20T02:19:00.000+08:00

okay. i'm being bugged to update my pretty much not very alive & interesting blog.

HAHA.

okayy. random. i felt like Laughing-Out-Loud. haha.
most recent event was BIZSHIELD.
guess who was one of the basketball referees?
HAHA.
soo smart. ME.

i think i am now the most hated person in BIZSHIELD mans.

:(

that's damn sad. ARGH! a little more appreciation please people! hahaha.

guys have this abnormal thing about them that allows them to open their legs wide & enable them to run damn fast. =/

oh wells.

LOVE ME PLEASE! hahaha.

okayy. so another recent event that has passed is TPRAWKS!
haha. it was quite fun actually.
but i was super tired thru out the whole event.
thank god i had EDRIC to entertain me.
LOVES to you my fellow PL 22.
oh yes. & not forgetting AH YEONG!
yes yes. i love you too.

and YES my dearest sweets from Yellow 22.
i love you guys too.
really miss you guys.
the notes you wrote on the cards were really sweet.
special thanks to LAVEENA for the little note.
oh yes. and special thanks to Nadiah and Insyirah for the really nice cards you gave us.
i loved it! :)
sorry about the disappointing JAM&HOP.
but i hope you guys had fun during the 3 days & cant wait to join TP. (esp. business! haha.)
OUTING SOON YO!

YELLOW PLs.

YELLOW 22 girls.

some things have changed.

2007-10-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

hahaha.

JERYL just gave me this studying advice.
he told me to,
"study in the toilet. it's the best studying place."

& i was really curious as to why.
and he said,
"cause you can take in MORE things after you let out all the unwanted things in your body."
HAHAHA.

so i asked him to try it out and let me know the results.

Jeryl says: i'll inform you on the spot !!
Jeryl says: like " eh loulin ,woah , this is damn cool man , im taking in so much things for my main exam now , studying in the toilet is gonna be the "in" thing now " hahaha
Jeryl says: then can also hear like splashing sound (if you get what i mean )
Jeryl says: HAHAHAAHA
Jeryl says: or video conferening la!?
Jeryl says: even better
Jeryl says: got more feel

omgomgomgomg. hahahhaa. grossness man. haha.

and then he asked,

Jeryl says: what happens if ur suffering frm constipation ?
Jeryl says: hahaha
lou. (: says: hahahahaa. you can take in one subject like that already la. hahah
lou. (: says: it'll be a study fiesta in the toilet!
lou. (: says: HAHAHA
Jeryl says: hahahahm,study fiesta ?!
Jeryl says: thats damn funny !
Jeryl says: and then lecture theatres wld be turned into mega toilets
Jeryl says: with each student seating on a toilet seat

hahah. omg. i had no idea he was sooo imginative. haha.
it was damn funny la. haha.
i think he's damn funny and retarded. haha.
tsk tsk. jeryl jeryl. haha.

2007-10-22T03:42:00.000+08:00

okay. i haven't blogged in AGES!
and yeah.. my recent posts are B-O-R-I-N-G. haha.

anyway. LET ME TELL YOU!
the past few days have been HORRIBLE.
yes.
horrible in CAPITAL LETTERS.

first.
we had a shortage of cash at work on thurs.
$122.40.
fcuk man.
so we split among 3 of us. $40+ each.
second.
nothing much. except we finished work late like 1145 pm on friday.
which is totally shitified.
third.
I LOST MY FCUKING PHONE.
shitass.
i feel like i've lost my best friend.
now i'm gonna be like some loser using the payphone.
ARGH!
and that was how sat went.
*thanks to andy though for trying to cheer me up. =)*
fourth.
i got a customer complaint. this is on sunday.

thank god school is starting.
it's been a HORRIBLE week.
imissmyphone.
imissmyphone.
imissmyphone.

sighs.

today during break i felt sooo lonely.
i think my wallet felt lonely too.
it didnt have my precious phone accompanying it.
break was so lonesome without my precious.
i was bored to death.
so i decided to improvise.

i drew a picture of my precious. =)
& ate with my wallet and my precious lookalike next to me.
it looked almost alike seriously.
i would show you a picture of it..
but... well. i didnt have a camera PHONE with me.
ANDY kept laughing at me. =(
ANDY is damn mean.
ANDY sucks.
HAHA.

oh let me tell you my sad pathetic story.
i was thinking oh damn. i lost my phone.
how am i gonna contact people for now since my precious was taken away from me.
then i realise it'll be hard for us to meet.
& then i decided fine it's ok.
i shall think of something to fill up my free time.
so i decided to do jogging for the week.
but i realised i didnt want to run by myself.
so i was like HEY. i'll just msg kok and see if he'll accompany me.
and then.. oh fuck. i just remembered. i lost my phone. stupid head.

2007-10-14T02:49:00.000+08:00

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queenPeacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

haha. hear that baby?

i think these tests are UBER fun.

whee heee heee.

2007-10-13T02:11:00.000+08:00

:)

I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone.
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And i know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough

It's not enough
It's not enough, I don't know why
It's not enough, I miss you all the time
And I know you kinda like it.

2007-10-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. (haha!)
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/">

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

i still love you baby. haha.

2007-10-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

Andy asked me to write this.
CAREY *that's me la!" says: I'VE BEEN ON A SUBWAY DIET FOR A WEEK! OMG!
ANDY says: one week very long meh?

hahaha. okayy. cheap thrills.

anyway. let me tell you something dumb.
this morning, 29th September 2007,
i suddenly remembered something.
i had kept reminding myself like the past few days about this actual day.
so i took out my phone and msged what i've been reminding myself to say.
"HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! haha. HOPE I GOT THE DATE RIGHT! haha!"
and i sent the msg to Kok Guan. hahahaha.
noo. i didnt send it wrongly.
i wanted to send it to him.
haha.
THEN. he replied saying that i DID get it WRONG.
hahaha. and at first i thought he was bluffing me. as usual.
and then i remembered.
HAHAHA!
i celebrated his birthday with him together with the rest of the Main Comms earlier this year.

freaking embarrassed la.
OMG.

2007-09-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

two words.
fuck la.

sums everything up.
short&sweet.

mario

2007-09-25T13:54:00.001+08:00

that was a video of my darling brother, mario. =)

2007-09-25T13:28:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna work. =(
i want to bum around.
& slack.
& wake up at like 1 pm in the afternoons.
& watch tv till i've got to use magnifying glasses as my specs.
& most of all..
i want to go back to the time when i was complaining i DONT have a job. =(

And i hate how much i love you

I cant stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you

But I just cant let you go

And I hate that I love you so

2007-09-18T17:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY (:

yupps. so today's my mummy's birthday,
&she, my dad & mario just came back from malaysia.
hahaa. i think my dad is damn cute.
like today me & him were supposed to meet my mum @ Simei to have a birthday lunch.
HIS TREAT!
my mum went to CGH for some check up first.
so i was taking the bus with him.

ME: so where we going for lunch?
PAPA: i don't know. up to your mum la. her birthday today.
ME: haha. so what happens if she choosese something expensive. how?
PAPA: well. if she chooses a kopitiam of course that's the best la.
*him after thinking for awhile...*
PAPA *a tad hopeful*: hmm. hopefully the medicine she took will make her choose a kopitiam.
ME: you're damn bad!

hahaha. i think he is super funny.
i'm serious. haha. i think i can just fill this whole post on what my dad said la.
haha.
we went to EATZI steakhouse & bistro. YUMMY! (:
the waiter was really nice. his name was ANTHONY PROSPER i think. super nice. haha.

PAPA *trying his luck*: are you all sure you want to eat here? not at BANQUET or something?
MUM: nopes!
ANTHONY PROSPER: hi. good afternoon. table for 3? here you go.
*we sit down at the table*
ANTHONY PROSPER: here's your menu.
PAPA: QUICK! give me your CHEAPEST DISHES.
*all of us laughs*
MUM: you're soo wicked.
ANTHONY PROSPER: haha. it's ok ma'am. the lobster specials are on the 3rd page.
PAPA: bugger.

haha. but sometimes i SERIOUSLY think he is becoming SENILE.
okay. this was over lunch between my mum & dad.

MUM: eh. remember RAJ then there was another guy with him also called RAJ?
PAPA: huh?
MUM: you know ADELINE'S husband RAJ? then there was another guy called RAJ also right?
PAPA: ya.
MUM: i saw him the other day with another guy, so-and-so *i cant remember the name* So-and-So is ADELINE'S brother-in-law right? then RAJ is ADELINE'S brother-in-law also is it? how many brother-in-laws does ADELINE have?
*my dad looks puzzled & says after a moment*
PAPA: RAJ is ADELINE'S husband la. the other RAJ is ADELINE'S brother-in-law la. stupid!
*i kept laughing*
MUM *to me*: now you know why my blood pressure keeps going up.
PAPA: huh?
MUM: NOTHING!

haha. really you know.
sometimes he is just sooooo weird. HAHA! okok. here is another example.
we finished our meal and were waiting for desserts.
me & mum ordered some meal so we get desserts and drinks. my dad didnt.

MUM: why you looking so glum?
PAPA: cause i only get to drink plain water.
MUM: that's cause you didnt get the meal what. who ask you not to top up?
PAPA: dont want la. later they give me a cheaper version of the T-bone steak.
*me & mum were like whhatt?*
MUM: noo. you can just top up and get soup, dessert & drinks what.
PAPA: dont want. then my steak wont have been as good as just now. they wouldn't have given me a T-bone steak. and anyway. the meak doesnt include any steaks what. they dont have T-bone steaks here.
MUM: huh? then what did you have just now?
PAPA: T-bone steak la!
MUM: YA! but you could have just topped up $7 to get your choice of soup, desserts & drinks.
PAPA: oh. is it? then why you never tell me earlier?
MUM: ... *grumbling under her breath*

so our desserts came.
my mango ice-cream and jelly delight & my mum's mango mousse cake.
my dad was really looking glum, like =((( that. haha.
BUT THEN...

WAITER*carrying a small plate of cake*: sir, here's your cake.
PAPA: that's mine?
WAITER: yes sir.
PAPA*starts brightening up*: really? mine?
WAITER: yups sir. this comes with your main course.
PAPA: oh. so i get dessert too? =)))))
MUM: haha. so poor thing huh you. small cake also happy. haha.
PAPA: you keep quiet. my cake is the same as yours ok.

hahaa. let me tell you.
it was TOTALLY different. haha.
i love my parents. =))
sometimes anyway.

oh. ya. i started working already.
and i am starting to complain.
haha. super lazy to work la.
=(

you're special to me. (:

2007-09-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO COMPLAIN ABOUT MY PARENTS!
i swear.
parents should be arrested for humiliating their kids & being irritating.
period.
Saturday night i went for dinner @ Changi Village with THE PARENTS & my auntie ro (my maid).
i ordered lamb chop which came on top of mashed potato.
then me & mummy got into a CONFLICT OF OPINION when she said that the mashed potato was powdered. i kept counter arguing saying that it couldnt be since there are parts of the mashed potato that wasnt mashed.
so we argued about it for about 5 mins or so when my dad suddenly said this,
"mashed potato? there! it's under your lamb chops."

OMGOODNESS!
kill me.

nevermind. after dinner my dad said we should take a bus.
i kept arguing saying that we should take a cab.
and he said NO. and that he wanted to pluck grass at the bus stop for my DARLING rabbits.

*my DARLING rabbits :)*

i was like.. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?
then i will look like an idiot carrying a bunch of vegetables with my bare hands!
and then he said, "the grass there has more nutrients. so when the rabbits eat the grass, they are more nutritious. and this is good for us when we make RABBIT STEW."
okayy. so i still didnt think they were serious.
UNTIL WE REACHED THE BUS STOP.
and THE PARENTS & auntie ro started plucking.
i was soooo embarrassed.
and the worse thing?
guess who carried the whole bunch?
HAHA! SMART! ME!
they dumped the whole thing to me & stood on the other side of the bus stop AWAY from ME!
OMGOODNESS!
everyone driving by kept staring.
and this guy on a bus LAUGHED!
ohhhh myyyyyy.
my dad tried to console me.
he said that 89 wouldnt be crowded. so nothing to worry.
HE WAS SO WRONG!
so my traitorous family left me at the back PRETENDING not to know me
and got on to the bus.
hahaha. i kept whining!
SO MANY EFF-ING PEOPLE LA!
here i was like an idiot carrying a whole bunch of vegetables with my bare hands.
my dad said to me, why dont you sit here since it's so dark. no one will notice you. don't worry.
and i was like okok. can.
and then the traitorous family WENT UP to the second deck,
leaving me by MYSELF.
argh!

so i conclude my point.
parents shld be arrested for these little things.

*the place where they pluck it*

*my mummy HAPPILY plucking away*

*one of the bunches i had to hold. =(*

ps.

i'll still love you in the morning,

&the morning after.

2007-09-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

There's something that I can't quite explain.
I'm so in love with you, you'll never take that away.
And if I've said a hundred times before, expect a thousand more.
(You'll never take that away).

Well, expect me to be calling you to see if you're ok when I'm not around.
Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound.
Calling you to see:
Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile?

Well I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping, are you're dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me

I thought that the world had lost its way (It's so hard sometimes)
Then I fell in love with you (then came you)
and you took that way (Its not so difficult. The world is not so difficult)

You take away the old, show me the new,
and I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you.
So while I'm on this phone, a hundred miles from home
I take the words you gave, and send them back to you.

I only want to see if you're ok when I'm not around.
Asking if you love me, I love the way you make it sound.
Calling you to see:
Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make us smile?

I will keep calling you to see:
If you're sleeping are you dreaming?
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me?
I can't believe you actually picked me.

2007-09-06T03:45:00.000+08:00

OMGOODNESS. I JUST LOVE AGNES LAU QI LING. hahahaha.
this is all about her "KARMA" error. haha.
i think she's been STUDYING too much. haha.

5/9/2007
11:39:34 PM

agnes says: hahaha
agnes says: and abby just told me i spelt karma wrongly..
agnes says: KARMA!

louDESKER. (: says: how did you spell karma?
louDESKER. (: says: in your blog is it?
louDESKER. (: says: you're spelling still sucks yo

agnes says: kamar

louDESKER. (: says: OMFGOODNESS
louDESKER. (: says: hahahaa

agnes says: no wonder it looked a wee nit weird
agnes says: haha!
*and then she sooo randomly adds..*
agnes says: yo!

louDESKER. (: says: AH LIANS MANS
louDESKER. (: says: hahaha

agnes says: wahahahahahah!
agnes says: we roxxxxx derr worldxxxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!

louDESKER. (: says: eeews to the max man
louDESKER. (: says: hahaha

agnes says: you said ah lian one wad
agnes says: let's add abby!

11:42:27 PM
ABBY! has been added to the conversation.

louDESKER. (: says: ABBY! AGGY'S SPELLING SUCKS TO THE MAX!

ABBY! says: i know.
ABBY! says: like wtf right.
ABBY! says: i was thinking wth is kamar
ABBY! says: like some indian guy's name
ABBY! says: HAHAHA.

agnes says: exactly!
agnes says: i looked like humar
agnes says: *kumar
agnes says: hahah!

ABBY! says: wahlao
ABBY! says: this is priceless
ABBY! says: you laughing at your own error

HAHA!

i shld not care

'bout what others may think or say.

it's my life

i'll not let others bring me down.

2007-09-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

YAY! i went jogging. haha.
feel soo accomplished my god.
but i still dont feel exercised. haha.
i think me & kok talked more than we jogged.
BUT we did jog far. like slightly more than half of BEDOK RESERVOIR! (abt 3/4)
WHEEEE! *pats on back (:*

i think my youngest brother is the cutest la.
haha. he set up his own "shop" at home.
it's called "Mariozzz Massage Place"
haha. he gives out receipts, "posters", invitations & does full body massage.
haha. his invitation said,
"please confirm your RSPP"
haha. he is damn cute. haha. serious.
then last night he was hungry and hinted to my father.

MARIO: papa. you know what?
PAPA: what?
MARIO: i cant sleep. hmm. i THINK i am HUNGRY.
PAPA: there! the plants are there.
MARIO: PAPA!
PAPA: stop eating. go get me a glass of water.
MARIO: there! the fish tank is there.

HAHAHAHA! i swear. he is FAT & CUTE. haha.
& if anyone says i am like that, i'll SMACK you.

who cares

what they say in this crazy mixed up world

as long as

i'm your girl (:

you's cant stop the beat

2007-09-01T13:53:00.001+08:00

yesterday was a first TWO-SOME with agnes love (: in a LONG TIME.
haha. it was just me AND HER. no colin.
of course all that was missing was PAT LOVE (:

me & agnes went to SUBWAY to fulfill our cravings.
omgoodness. tasted sooo good. haha.
iLOVEmacademianutCOOKIE. (:
then we went to play pool. haha.
the first hour was fun.
and then later tiffy and abby decided to meet us.
so me and aggie thought we would just keep playing so the girls could play or something.
we struggled thru the next hour. haha.
I COULDNT HIT THE DAMN WHITE BALL.
hahaa. it was quite retarded.

ohh. and me & aggie discovered KARMA.
there was KARMA & there was other types of KARMA.
like there was individual karma, instant karma & GROUP karma.
haha. like for example, aggie accidently hit the guy at the other table with the cue stick.
during my turn, the girlfriend of the guy accidently hit me with the cue stick.
and GROUP karma was discovered. hahaha.

so anyway. the girls came down & me & aggie were dying from an overdose of pool.
we decided to close the table and just go sit and talk.
i swear JC students are soooo not clever. hahaha. agnes is a GOOD example.

ABBY: don't make me puke out my WANTON please.
AGNES: oh. what did you eat for dinner?
ABBY: DUH! WANTON!

sighs. stupid shit. haha.

anyway. colin (agnes's second mother) kept asking her to go home & study.
so the rest of us, me, tiffy & abby went over to my house for me to change.
then went to meet kenneth & pats for midnight movie. haha.
HAIRSPRAY.
omgoodness. ZAC EFRON IS EFFING HOT.
only in this show though. haha.
during the last part of the song pat & tiffy got high.

haha. they wanted to get up & dance in front of everyone. haha.

here's a preview of the song. STUPID imeem only has the 30 secs preview.

iLOVEthegirls.

2007-08-26T17:22:00.000+08:00

I'VE GOT MY BABY BACK!
SUPER HAPPY!
HAHAHA.
MORE LATE NIGHTS AGAIN!
HAHA!

2007-08-26T01:36:00.000+08:00

tagged by GEKKU (:

Each player of the game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/known facts, about himself/herself. People who are tagged, must re-post this in their own blog on either ten weird things/habits/little facts about themselves, as well as stating this rule clearly. At the end of the game, the player must choose another 6 people to be tagged, and list them down.

Remember, there is No Tagging Back!

All about me:

1) MENTOS (:
2) piggified.
3) ICE-CREAM!
4) F-INTELLIGENT ((:
5) i'm loud at home but soft-spoken outside.
6) i HATE cockroaches!
7) biz park's ICE MOCHA
8) i miss the CHEERS uncle & auntie ):
9) i'm SKINNY! (:
10) fact 9 is false.

Friends tagged! Do it on your blog now!!
1) AGNES
2) PAT KOH
3) apple girlfriend
4) jo-an
5) yu shu
6) estee

The words I need to hear will always get me through the day

And make it ok

I miss you

2007-08-26T01:08:00.000+08:00

haha. havent blogged in AGES.
i seriously miss my laptop however PINK it is. haha.
i'm dying from waiting for the SONY ppl to call me down. ):

anyway. i think my blog is SUPER dead. haha.
Muhd must be bored reading the same posts over & over.
hahaha. RIGHT MUHD? hahaha.

stupid MBS paper. this ONE miserable lousy stupid paper is making me sad. haha.
if not for this miserable lousy stupid paper.. i'll be relaxing.
not that i am mugging hard for the paper la. haha.

i'mbored.

i'm falling even more in love with you.

letting go of all i've held on to.

2007-08-14T11:16:00.000+08:00

OMGOODNESS! i miss CLARKE QUAY terribly.
namely the fashion bar ppl.
they are sooo nice.

okay. we (me, jo-an, kandis, maybelle, serene, jacq chiu, dionne, fiona, shu xin, jasmine, gen, daniel goh, farhan, kok sheng, jason) were working at clarke quay for a 3 day event for STB.
it was for the UNIQUELY SINGAPORE WEEKEND GROOVES event.
*compliments of mark lim :) *
i think the job rocks la.
it's like $8.50 per hour.
PLUS cab fare.
PLUS catered food.
PLUS club benefits for the 3 days.
PLUS meeting of nice people.
PLUS job offers.
PLUS the fact that the job is damn slack.

haha. i was attached to Fashion Bar to be their STAMPER.
which was totally redundant cause there was really no need for stamping.
but hey! who's arguing? haha.

anyway. the first day, friday, was sort of media night.
so there were many media ppl from Singapore, France, Australia etc.
then this old, fat, disgusting media guy came into Fashion Bar.

Old fat disgusting guy: so who are you working for?

Innocent me :) : PICO.

Old fat disgusting guy: oh. how much are they paying you? per hour is it?

Innocent me :) : yups. $8.50 per hr.

Old fat disgusting guy: aiya. quit the job and work for me la. i'll pay you $100 bucks per day. and i'll supply you the costumes. sexy clothing. work for me must wear sexy clothing.

Innocent me: haha. no thanks.
Innocent me in my head: shitass.

soo disgusting la. grossness.
but there were many more nicer memories. haha.
it was pretty boring sometimes. but i still enjoyed it.

on sat night we decided to go MoS to club for awhile.
hahaha. VIRGIN experience. hahaha.
it was damn squeezy la. & poor jo-an lost her phone.
sighs. poor girl.
took cab home around 330 am.
& I FORGOT TO GET THE RECEIPT FROM THE TAXI UNCLE.
argh. $21 bucks lost. heck it la. haha.

sunday was the fun-est.
Fashion Bar was pretty quiet that night.
so i had more time to talk to one of the bar tenders.
didnt get his name but talked to him alot. haha.
he was really nice & he offered to help me get a job there.
Attica also asked serene to work for them. i swear. clarke quay ppl are damn nice. haha.
oh. ya. then maybelle came in after her shift to keep me company.
& the guy made for us cranberry with a lil vodka.
it was very nice! & he was damn sweet.
he made for serene & dionne when they came in also.
later on he asked me to come for a drink after work which i agreed.

soo after work. all of us went to Fashion Bar.
maybelle & i felt damn bad to get free drinks from them,
so decided to order a few drinks.
after ordering, MAFIA guy came to me with the bill.
he was like. "hey. tell you what ok?
you pay the $40 for the first few drinks then whatever you order after that is on the house."
DAMN SWEET RIGHT!

hahaha. i miss them so.

missed you.

2007-08-06T11:27:00.000+08:00

my oh-so-hot eye-candy at SWATCH FIVB BEACH VOLLEYBALL TOUR.

nonono. not keagan. haha. the SINGHA fella at the back.

i think i got good taste! he came out in the LIME magazine.

YAY!

loves.

2007-08-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

haha. ok so i havent been updating.
i dont know what to update either.

Aug 2nd ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY & AMANDA!

Aug 4th ;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIN HUI!

anyway. had a good two day best friends therapy session.
PAT & AGNES.
went to Downtown East with Wan Ying(: & Pat for Subway dinner.
PAT DROVE! omgoodness. oh-so-cool. haha!
Agnes & Colin & Agnes&Colin friend came later. haha.
supposed to play pool BUT decided not to.
went down to Fisher's after. didnt do much there either.
had some lousy drink called Passionate Fruit.
horrible.
went home & Wany Ying:) stayed over.
HAHA! i think she had veryyy little sleep la. thanks to me. HAHA.
sshhh! secret!

anyway. next day rushed down to sch.
Wan Ying tumpang-ed me in cab.
then i realised Miah ): didn't call me & i had no way of contacting him.
soo i had noone in sch.
and then i found Jo-an & Woonyah & Ah Gun. LUCKY.
i was freaking hungry ar. and only Cheers was opened.
ate 1/4 of cup noodles and threw the rest away.
i was damn sleepy & so did not feel like studying.
&my tummy started hurting.
&i realised i didnt bring my MR report to study.
&i realised i didnt bring my pencil box.
THEN i decided to go home. haha.
met Wan Ying(: for lunch at Whitesands & went back to school after.
haha. STUPID MIAH thought i said meet at 230 when i said 330.
so went to meet him & sort of studied. haha. i slept for the first half an hour. haha.
after that met Pat love(: and she drove Miah ): home.
went to Agnes love(: house.

i seriously love them to bits.

we talked from 7-ish till 11. we need to have more best friends therapy sessions.

what would you say if i told you?

2007-07-27T03:24:00.000+08:00

I asked God to take away my habit.
God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up.

I asked God to make my handicapped child whole.
God said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary

I asked God to grant me patience.
God said, No. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations;it isn't granted, it is learned.

I asked God to give me happiness.
God said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you.

I asked God to spare me pain.
God said, No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly caresand brings you closer to me.

I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life.
God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things.

I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me.
God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.

You say: "I can't do it"
Jesus says: You can do all things

You say: "I feel all alone"
Jesus says: I will never leave you or forsake you

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
Jesus says: I love you

2007-07-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

YAY!

MUMS bought HARRY for me (:

'ARRY! haaarryyy! 'ARY! hairy! HAR-RAY! HARRY! (:

two submissions down!
2 more to go!
two presentations down!
3 more to go!

YAY! HOLS ARE COMING!

if only.

2007-07-20T02:13:00.000+08:00

my CAM is fixed. (:

get me HARRY & his last book pleasepleasepleasePLEASE!

understand me

&help me understand myself.

2007-07-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

youdon'tknowme

&you don't wear my chains.

i want to give up on everything

&i'm blanking out

2007-07-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

hermoine granger was tall ; harry was not.
malfoy and cedric diggory was hot ; potter & weasley was not.
dolores umbridge is an irritating piece of dolores crap.
the centaurs were f-ugly.
the book was exciting ; the show was not.

pls let this fade away.

2007-07-14T04:13:00.000+08:00

i am ADDICTED!

HAHA!
**click addicted!**

if you gave me one chance

to tell you how i was feeling

2007-07-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored.

there's nothing to do online.

i've visited all the sites i needed to visit.
gmail. friendster, my blog, BSC blogs.

& cause i am so bored, i also visited,
TP WEBSITE (omg!)

did you know that they are setting up a NEW diploma?
DIPLOMA IN PSYCHOLOGY!

haha. retarded.

anyway. did you know BUSINESS has the most diplomas?
yups. neither did i.

okay. i'm going to entertain myself.

HOTMAIL HERE I COME!

i'm so bored

i dont know what to write here.

2007-07-13T01:08:00.000+08:00

aiyaiyai.

i'm supposed to be concentrating on my projects...

but here i am. haha. shitass. haha.

tsk tsk. vulgar lou vulgar. okok.

erm.. POOPDONKEY. hahaha.
i bet 3/4 of you all wont get that. haha.

WOLS!
&for all the poopdonkeys that do not understand that.
it means SLOW!

haha. ok. i think i am losing it.
HAHA.

MY EYECANDY SIGNED UP FOR NDP!
WHEEE-NESS!
HAR HAR!

i want to quit school.

2007-07-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

i'm dying in sch of boredom and loads of irritation that is slowly seeping out.

i am being a bitch. seriously.

don't give me false hope.

2007-07-12T02:33:00.000+08:00

The smell of your skin lingers on me now

You're probably on your flight back to your home town

I need some shelter of my own protection baby

To be with myself in center

Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walking,

I must go alone

I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.

Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?

And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard

We'll play jacks and uno cards

I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine

Yes you can hold my hand if you want to

'Cause I want to hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home

It's getting late, dark outside

I need to be with myself in center

Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

2007-07-12T01:46:00.000+08:00

i hate regrets. & i am scared of them.
let me explain.
ok wait. i am lazy to explain.
sorry. dont feel like educating you all today.
haha. whatever.

anyway.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOK GUAN! :)
haha. oldie.

my cam is spoiled. ):

i'm damn sad.
someone buy me a new camera pls?

we can’t cry the pain away

we can’t find a need to stay

i slowly realized there ’s nothing on our side

a fairytale gone bad.

2007-07-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

i'll just wait for the feelings to pass ; it always does.

this time it shldnt be different.

it's the same shit all over again.

i'msoscaredofregrets.

2007-07-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

i feel like crying.
but big girls don't cry.

FEMO.

i've no idea why i am emo.

i have too many things that i want to say,

that i just have nothing to say.

2007-07-09T01:34:00.000+08:00

yay-ness.
FINALLY went for mass with glenn.
missed churching with him.
haha.
i've decided that he is ANNOYINGLY TALL,
while he has decided that i am FREAKISHLY SHORT.
haha. but i seriously think he shld shrink abit then he wont make me feel sooo short. haha
hmm. but i think we wont be churching anymore since he has soccer after church next week onwards.
sighs. sighs. sighs.
oh wells. i think i need to look for a new church partner. ):

anyway. went to nadia's house for project.
omfgoodness.
I LOVE HER HOUSE!
it's damn nice la. like WOW!
and her room is decorated soo nicely.
her dogs are damn cute too. haha. serious.
i shall own a dog when i get my own house.
later on me, nadia & jamie went over to AMK Hub & met matt.
was supposed to watch movie..
budddd.. me the lovable one didnt have money. HAHA!
so we just went for dinner where we debated over Pepper Lunch or Subway.
we settled on MosBurger. haha.
so we sat there & chatted.
actually.. half the time they were laughing at me,
the other half we spent arguing with each other.
after that joel joined us. hahaha.
i swear.
they all just kept laughing at me. ARGH!
LET ME ANNOUNCE ONCE & FOR ALL..
i have RARE STUPID moments ok!
hahaha.

anyway. i've decided that i am too violent.
soo i am gonna cut down on being violent.
i'm not gonna pinch, hit, whack or anything else to anyone.
unless of course you hit me first & so on la.

aye. jo-an's blog song has started to make me EMO. again.
i've been a real meanie this past few weeks
& i cant stand myself for it.
i just hope i can change back for the better.
cause right now i am like the INCREDIBLE HULK.
like BOOM! easily change into this big ugly horrible short monster.
the INCREDIBLE short HULK.
sighs.

i am so scared of making choices.

cause i dont know what i want.

i know my problem.

i fall in & out too easily,

too fast.

what's wrong with me.

IJUSTWANTTOSCREAM&LETITALLOUT.

but then i realise.

i dont have anything to scream about.

cause i just dont know what i want.

2007-07-07T02:18:00.000+08:00

I SO WANT A CAR THAT CHANGES FROM THIS

TO THIS!

omgoodness. TRANSFORMERS was awesome.
i swear. i thought it was a total guy show..
but omg!
it was damn nice.
& i soooo want to watch it again.
likeeee. YAAAAA!
i love the cars!
i love the robots!
i love the way the cars change to robots!
i love the way the robots change to cars!
i love how the AUTOBOTS are soo protective!
I LIKEEEEEEEEE.....
hahaha!

ANYONE WANTS TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LINETTE! (:

i swear. the whole world is at ZOUK tonight.
i'm not part of the world.
haha.

2007-07-05T02:54:00.000+08:00

aye. i think i've become a damn bad person.
it's like recently, i've developed this damn bad attitude problem.
& i am really scared that it wont go away.
it's like.. the LITTLEST thing can make me pissed.
& i cant even control the irritation & anger from my voice.
i think i need to enrol into some anger management course.
it's making me feel damn bad..
& just saying sorry all the time isnt gonna help much.
SORRY EVERYONE FOR MY LOUSY ATTITUDE!

Anyway. my skin has gone from bad to worse.
my eyes are disgustingly horrible.
my cheeks have some bites from where i have no idea.
my skin on my face is like RED.
and to top it off..
I'VE GOT ~~TWO~~ MANY PIMPLES POPPING OUT!
someone up THERE doesnt like me much.
i think it's cause i havent been going to church & praying.
GLENN!! faster! i need to go to church. hahaha.

OH! haha.
yesterday CK was communicating thru the walkie talkie and asked..

"attention everyone using the walkie. please tell me the meaning of TIU LEI LO MO."

& Ming answered..

"well. TIU actually originated from this old cartoon called The Smurfs. Their theme song actually goes like this, -sings part of the smurf song- tiu, tiu, tiu, tiu, tiu, tiu.
so TIU LEI LO MO translated means... ask your mother watch smurfs."

HAHAHAHA. me & jo-an laughed like madddd la. hahaha. it was damn funny.
budddddd.. i tried telling Abby about it..
& she was like... that was soooo not funny. hahaha.
i think there's this thing with me & jokes.
we dont go along well together.
all my jokes are so not funny.
hahaha. whateverrrr.

Anyway. i owe alot of pictures.
and i owe Agnes Lau Qi Ling birthday celebration & present.
and Tiffany Joanne Hendricks too.
and soon to come... Linette Lupcheong Tai.
andandand.. my girlfriend, Apple Lo Wan Ping.
andddd.. i think that is all.

okok. soon soon. i'll get them all done.

friday, movie-ing with my best friends.
saturday, 4/5 gathering.
sunday, church-ing with GLENN. ** high possibility that this wont be happening**
HAHA.

there's no laughter in the air

only silence everywhere

&so much left unspoken

you made me feel alive

but I don't remember what it's like anymore

2007-07-03T12:14:00.001+08:00

fcuk.
my eyes and face is screwed up.

2007-07-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

fcuk.
my eyes and face is screwed up.

2007-07-01T00:38:00.001+08:00

crap.

they made my song into a 30 seconds preview.

i need a new song.

2007-07-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

28th June
HAPPY BELATED TIFFANY HENDRICKS! (:

AGM is over.
SPSS submitted.

finally.

nearly broke down.

Anyway.
i think i owe my group mates alot.
serious.
they are super understanding.
like how i always miss project meetings due to BSC stuff,
but they are always like.. oh, it's ok.

sighs.

ineedmoresleep.

i seriously don't know.

i'm scared all over again.

2007-06-27T00:52:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling soo pissed right now.
i swear.
i think i know why..
but i DONT really know why.

RAH!

everything is sooo screwed up.
regretregretregretregret.

whateverwhateverwhatever.
kns. take up soo much of my time.
& i have so much more things to do such as PROJECTS.
i am seriously lacking money.
but i need alot of money for printing stuff.
moneymoneymoney.
fcukedupknsstupidshit.

RAHHHH!
fatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatfatFATfatfatfat.

great.

now i am PISSED & DEPRESSED.

i am fat.
& i am depressed abt it.
& because i am depressed abt it,
i feel like drowning my sorrows in FOOD.
which makes me EVEN FATTER.
which therefore makes me MORE DEPRESSED.
which in return makes me FATTER.
& etc etc etc.

now i am PISSED & DEPRESSED & FAT.

&retarded.

2007-06-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

Ilike.

the way you smile. (:
the stupid things you do to make me laugh.
how we LOVE to argue with each other.
how you can be such a bum.

and most of all..

IliketomakeyouSMILE.

2007-06-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

You could be one in a million

You could be the one for me

But I guess I'll never know if I never try

I guess I'll just have to grab you in my arms

And kiss you

If I kissed you

Would fireworks fly

Would angels sing with lollipops

Would dinosaurs cry

Would babies all gurgle in laughter and surprise

If I kissed you

2007-06-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad & mom or tito & tita.
Friend: has never seen you cry
Best friend: has always has the best shoulder to cry on
Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge & makes herself at home
Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend: they ask you for their number (cuz they can't remember it)
Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
Bestfriend: has a closet full of your stuff
Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life story
Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you
Friend: will ask where you've been
Best Friend: will say MISS YOU & goes on being your friend

LOVES.

2007-06-23T06:40:00.000+08:00

why must there be a WHY for everything?
why must there be a reason for everything?
why must everything be thought in to sooo deeply?
i'mgettingsickofit.

ANYWAE.

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY AGNES LOVE:)!

haha. we shall go and celebrate soon ok?
PSST! after ur A's we shall go club. hahaha.
DUN TELL UR MUM!
i miss u la pls.
get ur tests over and done with..
& get ur big perky butt out with me & dearest pat.
LOVE U LA.

i think i am getting stupider each day.
DUN ASK ME WHY!
&youallbetternotagree!

watdoiwantexactly?

2007-06-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

haha. okaes. i am SO lazy to post up ALL the photos.

so i am just gonna post a few. haha.

haha. i owed jo-an some F-UGLY pics. sooo.

TA-DAAAAA!!

haha. here is wei sheng with his "i'm-touching-the-sun" cum "i'm-oh-so-tall" pictures.

gekku & yu shu sourcing cones. picky arent they. haha.

& they finally found one to suit their taste. haha.

wei sheng & me with BLACK faces. hahaha. **KANNAN!** haha. =x

me & jo-an. STUPID MIAH! hahaha. i like being short!

so yeahs. 1B09 is just the fun-est. haha.

okaes. next up soon will be PISANG outing pics.

haha. pisang outing was SOOOO FUN!

i saw ANIMALS! *duh!*

haha. but it was soooo fun.

havent been to the zoo in a million years. haha.

tell u ar.

when i get a boyfriend.. WHEN.. i shall make him bring me to the ZOO! haha.

ANYWAE. it rained & kinda spoiled our plans at first.

but we decided to just carry on. hahaha. it was super funny.

not all came though.

sam,jolene,kannan,long,jon,me&laocai.

ohohoh! haha. we went to this children's section.

& they had a play pool. sooo. since we were alr wet.

WHY NOT? haha.

so in we went.

me & long had this mini water war with our feet & i retreated.

haha. laocai was like.. lou did u fall into the water?

& i was like.. nopes. long had bigger feet.

HAHA!

I LOVE HORSES. haha.

DONKEY-HOLE! hahaha.

we saw this really big stallion who looked really sad.

but.. well. wat caught our attention was the stallion's erm....

ANATOMY. yes. haha.

it was BIG. but.. it started shrinking.. inwards.

& well. us being us were like..

"omg. it's going in!" "it's getting shorter!"

& many other comments like it.

i tink we are pretty sick ppl. haha. so engrossed in it. haha.

so finally... it couldnt be seen any longer.

& long says this.. "are we looking at the horse or the...."

ANYWAE. so after playing, we sat down at the donkeys & horse section.

the rest were saying something like ;

male donkeys + female horses = hines.

male horses + female donkeys = mules.

haha. and i suddenly said..

"no wonder they are called horseys."

HAHAHAHA!

obviously...

noone laughed. sighs.

i thought it was funny.

ANYWAE... we all met up with the rest ;

the rest being.. jo-an,joyce,laocai&hisdarling.

at CHOMP CHOMP.

haha. it was great. haha.

we spent abt... $110+ on food.

sting ray (x2), oyster omellette (x2), hokkien mee (x2), carrot cake (x2), sambal kangkong,

chicken wings (x2), and HUMONGO JUMBO glasses of longan & sugar cane.

haha. yummy! scrumptious! haha.

sometime during dinner,

long uncovered a DONKEY CRACK. haha.

a BIG one. HAHAH!

for the rest of the night...

it was donkey cracks & ..........

alll the wayyyy. hahaha.

they were mad la.

HAHA. it's indescribable. haha.

SERIOUSLY.

how do i make my choices

if i dunno what i want

or if i am unwilling to give up other choices

no matter how far they are?

2007-06-13T03:28:00.000+08:00

okaes. Jo-An, her royal queen-ness, & Kannan, his royal king-ness,
has nagged me to "UPDATE THE BLOG".
soo.. me, being the royal bullyee,
has to do wat her royal queen-ness & his royal king-ness wants her to do.
hahaha. tat sounded like a tongue twister. HAHA!

okayy. whateverrrr.

ANYWAE. being blog hopping.
& i had a recollection of the last BSC meeting.
**btw. ALP was fun. haha. I liked it.**
BSC meetings are always so tensed.
the seniors are tensed.
the juniors are tensed.
even making jokes during the meeting is hard.

Reason #1 : jokes not funny.
Reason #2 : may get scolded for side tracking.
Reason #3 : will get scolded for not listening to the person who is talking.

let's remember the time when we were all sub-comms.
remember all the laughter?
all the bonding with the main comms?
everyone remembers it.
but once everyone walks thru the meeting room door,
they forget it.
WHY? tension chases it away.
WHAT'S THE SOLUTION? beats me.
i can't crack a joke for nuts.
everyone will either ;
#1. give me the WTH look. or...
#2. give me the WTH look & den laugh cuz noone laughed at my joke.
haha. i dun even haf the guts to crack a joke during meeting.
oh wells.
thursday is the next meeting.

tension, tension
go away..
dun ever come again.
little main comms wanna play.
err.. tension, tension
go away. :)
**rain, rain go away song. :)**

ON A HAPPIER NOTE.

1Bo9 OUTING DAY!
wheeee! 1Bo9 = LOVE! :)

LOVES;
jo-an,gekku,yushu,estee,weisheng,miah,yongjian,dedy,ian.

this is the first class outing i had tat DEDY actually came for. haha.
HAPPY. went to SIZZLER'Ssuntec.
i ~~like~~ LOVE the CHOCOLATEICECREAM!
everyone else hated it. :/
went down to STARBUCKS.
cam-whoring.
*post pics later on.*
CLICK! CLICK! CLICK!
later on walked to ESPLANADE.
andandandand...
guessed wat we did!

....

YES!

CAMWHORED!
**heyheyy. same frequency as me!**

haha. okayy. whateverrr.

**PISANG outing tmr. ZOOOO! here i come!**
**camwhoreII: the return of the CAMERA**

2007-06-05T22:17:00.000+08:00

the Eff-ers Club. :)

i am F-OT. EFFING HOT. :)

Shawn is f-andsome. EFFING HANDSOME.

Shin Yi is f-ute. EFFING CUTE.

Jo-An is f-retty. EFFING PRETTY.

Kannan is f-arming. EFFING CHARMING.

Din is f-adorable. EFFING ADORABLE.

Keng Kee is f-inky. EFFING KINKY. **hahahhaa**

Apple is f-ay po. EFFING KAY-PO. **hahahaha**

and lastly....

Keagan is.... f-lutton. an EFFING GLUTTON. **heeheee**

ps. LEMBLABS is f-hitfied. f**king shitified. kns.
make me wake up so early in the morning for 4 days.
get burnt.
get loads of shiat from them.
dun even get our uniforms right.
dun delegate stuff properly.
never give clear instructions.
never use their obviously not functioning brains.
never communicate properly.
never seem to do anything right.
never reflect on their ownselves before even scolding us.
anyhow just put the blame on us.
never even bother listening to our side of the story.
REFUSED TO GIVE US OUR MEASLY, PATHETIC, RETARDED, INCONCEIVABLE, UNBELIEVABLY SUPER DUPER VERY SMALL, ITSY BITSY, MICROSCOPIC, ALMOST INVISIBLE, ALLOWANCE OF $20 A DAY TO US EVEN THOUGH WE ARE SUPPOSED TO GET IT.

buggers.

why do u make it so hard for me?

2007-05-29T02:56:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS TO :

BSC MAIN COMM.
Joyce, Maybelle, Wesley, Din, Sam, CK, Liyi, Jia Min, Serene, Ryan, Kok Guan, Ming, Jo-An, Mud :)

TPSU MAIN COMM.
Glenn, Dexter & Kim.

good job guys. :))

this year it's girl power year. haha.
like seriously.

ANYWAE.
thanks ppl for actually taking the time to walk & queue & vote for everyone at the cyber centre. greatly appreciated. :)
hope tat the main comm-ers will do our best.
haha. i feel sooo diplomatic. HAHA!

SWATCH FIVB BEACH VOLLEYBALL TOUR post will be up soon.
if i am feeling un-lazy.

if you could only see,

my heart belongs to you.

too bad it can never be.

2007-05-29T02:29:00.000+08:00

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me

Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you
Oh, I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Baby, it's never gonna work out
I love you, goodbye.

i've had too many dreams-come-true,

tat didnt last long.

i've decided to wake up

& stop dreaming.

2007-05-24T02:56:00.000+08:00

haha. i tink tat "sumone" person is really funny.
haha.

" u r a *****.. a big *****... ur bf is a ****ing gay... u guys suck!"

haha. i dun really noe wat the *** stands for.
but.. i find the bf part really weird.
esp. since i dun haf a bf.

HAHA!

shit ass.

ANYWAE. haha. tmr is the last polling day.
whatever it is, all the best to everyone & ANYONE.
haha. wheee!
grab ur friends, freshies, seniors, classmates
& RUN down to the SAA building!
QUICK QUICK QUICK!
LE LONG LE LONG!

SENTOSA TMR TILL SUNDAY.

wheee! sentosa! =)

u noe wat paradise is?

it's a lie,

a fantasy recreated about people & places

as we wanted them to be.

2007-05-23T01:58:00.000+08:00

my new laptop! BUBBLES:)
haha. i predict tat this will soon be my new love.
haha. mummy bums was super nice today.
she bought me this laptop, a 2 GB thumbdrive, mouse and a real nice laptop pouch.
im happy. :)

ANYWAE. i just realised my previous post has TONS of spelling errors.
tsk tsk. my english teacher would haf been horrified.
haha. and. i realised i left out MANY things.
i'm sorry.

Kannan, my dearest adopted godbrother,& ~~uncle~~ Keagan, my bus buddy, thank u the two of for all the support, encouragement, advice, entertainment etc. tat u two haf given/done for us. no matter wat, i noe u are both giving us the support we need. LOVE U MANY!

& to the rest of the gang who helped to put up posters. Kudos to all the hard work we haf done. haha. though half of it is not so successful, *stupid poster keep dropping*, we had fun rite? haha. anywae. whether we get in or not.. we will always haf those fun memories working together! =))

special note to Jo-an.
thanx many, really, for everything u've done for me. haha. lending me money when i totally had zero in my useless wallet, giving me a shoulder to cry on, whether it's thru breakups or stress, giving me someone to talk to, laugh with, gossip with, etc. for being there for me no matter wat. whether it's good or bad or boring or fun. though sometimes our frequencies are not the same **haha! obviously we noe who is of higher frequency. haha!**, we both noe one thing. WE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER. haha. and.. when one day u feel as though u are gonna burst with all the kept emotions, look for me. i'll be there for u ya? though i cant say all the right things, or the things u want to hear, i'll always lend u my shoulder. :)

LOVEyou.:)

the sweetest goodbye.

2007-05-22T17:49:00.000+08:00

haha. voting period now!
whee! all these will be over soon.
though the process has been really hard & tough..
it was really a great experience.
got to noe more ppl,
got to get a taste of running an election,
had quite a bit of fun,
all the fustrations, laughter, togetherness, tears, heart aches, joy and esp. team-work.
it really worth all tat running.

putting up all the posters was hard work.
and i really can't imagine the hard work the mainn comm has to go thru later on.
but hey. if i ever get in,
it would be another experience,
more things to learn.
i would put in my best. :)

I'M SERIOUS LAAA!

haha. anywae.
pls be really nice and vote for the following ppl ok? PRETTY PLEASE!

BSC:
Jo-An, Kok Guan *lupcheong no hair! HAHAH!*, Wesley, Din, Apple, Ti Keng, Sharyl, Woonyah, Khim Boon, Keng Kee, Lih Long, Gunawan, Serene, Joyce, Sam, Jia Min and CK.
**yes yes. i noe. it's many.. but.. take ur best pick. :)**

TPSU:
GLENN and Dexter. :)

yups. basically tat's all.
just pick the ones whom u tink shld get in.
that's the MOST important thing ever!

ANYWAE.
i tink Wesley has been really good to all of us, THOUGH he calls me char kway teow aunite, and i would really like to thank him for EVERYTHING. THANKS DADDY!

and Din and Shawn who has done alot, putting the posters up, going back & forth to get food for us. THANKS to u too.

the stupid lupcheong no hair KOKGUAN, THANKS for entertaining me and giving me blue blacks. haha.

and Dexter, who stole my thoink thoink!. haha, thanx for helping us put up our posters and letting us use ur stuff. sorry we couldnt help u tat much with ur posters. =/

and my dearest wonderful JO-AN, who has supported me through thick & thin. who was there when things were tough & i broke down. I LOVE U MANY LA! may we go through more thick & thin together. no worries. any time u tink u need a shoulder...
I AM RIGHT HERE!

LOVE U MANY! =)

hopefully after all these,

everything would go right back to normal.

and i will be a stronger person.

2007-05-18T03:07:00.000+08:00

u keep coming in & out of my life,
& i keep walking in & out of ur life.
is this the chapter where we both walk out of each other's lives for good?
i really dunno wat i feel. seriously.
i dun tink i believe u.
how could i after all tat bluffs?
i cheat u, u cheat me back.
how would life be if we patched?
would it be a game of bluff?
let's talk abt my feelings.
i'm scared tat if i let u go again, i would deeply regret it.
and i'll spend nights & nights & nights thinking why i was so stupid.
but on the other hand..
do i still haf feelings for u?
or do i not want to let u go cuz i've grown dependent on u?
and the thing is,
the person whom i truely fell for before is not there anymore.
u've changed. i dunno if it's for the good or for the worse.
but wat i noe is tat,
the "U" tat u are now, is not the "U" tat i once was in love with.
probably tat change in u was my fault.
but.. yeahs.
aye. whatever la. i shall tink abt it as Patrina says.

ANYWAE. i am starting to hate elections.
wait. let me re-phrase tat.
I ~~HATE~~ ABSOLUTELY ABHOR ELECTIONS.
friendships are strained.
feelings are hurt.
bitching, back-stabbing, bad-mouthing..
they are all coming out.

these current elections are seriously bringing out the WORST in ppl.
and..
i find it really sad.
ppl whom i thought were nice, suddenly are not.
ppl whom i thought were my good friends, suddenly are not.

this whole thing is making me feel really sian and sad.
i do haf the interest in running for main comm,
contrary to what ppl may tink.
the only reason why i seem to hold back is cause
when i look back on how the old main comm did their job,
i wonder,
will i be even able to do half the good job done by them?
will i bring the main comm down?
will i crack under the stress?
and though i dun haf the confidence yet,
i'm slowly building up on it.

aye. but seriously ar.
i would rather get in to the main comm on the reason that,
ppl ACTUALLY thought that i was capable enough.
not cause of friend networking.
but den.. so far this election has been all abt popularity.
sighs.

oh wells.

give me something to believe in

cause i dun believe in u anymore.

i wonder if it even makes a difference,

it even makes a difference to try

and u talk abt how u're feeling

but i dun believe it’s true anymore.

i wonder if it even makes a difference to cry.

so this is goodbye

2007-05-15T01:32:00.000+08:00

hmm. wanted to change my blog song.
but i couldnt find anything suitable just yet.
sighs.
nevermind. shall stick with it:)

ANYWAE. let me continue with saturday night at Wei Sheng's house.
so me, Jo-An, Miah, Gekku, Gabe went over to keep Ws company.
we ate and drank and drank and snack-ed.
they found out tat when i am bored,
i do pretty stupid things. haha.

ONE example:
Ws had sunburn so like.. some parts were peeled off and some werent ready to be peeled. and i tink he drank abit too much.
so he was red all over.
his peeled off parts were pink and havent peeled parts were RED.
haha. andandand.. i realised if i put my fingers on his skin,
they leave a white mark!
SO FUN LA!
i wrote my name, created the adidas sign etc. haha.
yeahs.
they called me childish.
but hey, i entertained them wat. hmmph. go figure.
HAHA.

ANYWAE. dvd marathon-ed. slept ard 6 plus? woke up at 2 pm.
left his house ard 5 pm. we emo-ed thru the night la. haha. it was a good session.

okaes. back to the present.
i haf no idea why i am so ~~very~~ UBER emo these few days.
like suddenly haf no mood for anything.
i dun feel like i am laughing tat much anymore.
not much interest in stuff.
sighs.
maybe i do haf an idea why i am like tat.
but hey. get over it right?

ANYWAE. i realised being in the toilet helps me calm down alot.
as well as help me to tink better.
try it! I'M SERIOUS la.

i was thinking abt religions [in the toilet] last night.
and there are things abt religion tat make me confused and stuff.
there are things tat i dun understand and i tink i would never will.
i guess i dun like how some religions put down other religions.
i mean i'm not saying tat everyone in a certain religion does tat.
i'm just saying generally, so please, dun get offended.
i mean, if ppl want to believe in a certain religion, say catholicism,
den why not let them be?
why try to convert them?
it's all abt faith wat.
it's a diff in preference.
i feel tat ppl shldnt put down other religions, cuz it's just wrong.
it's like condemning someone for not following ur preference.
and tat's unfair.
some religions haf rules tat i dun totally agree with.
but i cant do anything abt it cuz..
well.. rules are rules rite?
it's ur choice on whether u wanna follow it or not.
all though it does irks me alot. but..
it's still ultimately ur choice.

but den again, this is MY opinion.
i might be wrong or right in different ppl's eyes.
but let me repeat.. this is MY opinion.
i'm in NO way condemning OR putting down any other religions.
IF in ANY way, i haf offended ANYONE.
i am TRUELY sorry.

sighs. alot of stuff has been clouding me lately.
and.. i myself do not noe wat EXACTLY are these stuff.
just some things buggering me.
argh.
irritating crap.

i wish Pisangs could be Pisangs again.

:(

it makes me real sad to see us in this state.
everyone has drifted apart.
sighs.

this is an e-mail to every Pisang from Kannan.
Kannan says ;

When i grow old and look back at my life,
i would identify a certain x'mas that i had spent with friends that really matter to me.
How time has passed, a new academic year is here.
And everyday,
i walk through the concourse (that i will always remember)
looking for 9 familiar faces.
Faces that would make my day no matter how bad it was.
Faces that would make a special place deep down in my heart feel happy. But recently i haven't seen them much.
And today when i saw all of them i glowed.
Cause i really missed them.
And i know next year when i graduate, i would cry.
Cause i might never see them again.

Cause i would not be able to tickle Jon
or Joke abt Sam's height
or keep telling Jiamin how she would soon really look like me
or sing emo songs with Jolene and staying up all night with her
or support my fav football club with Long
or have late night suppers with Lou
or get high and crazy with Jo-an
or tease the Pisang girls together with TK
or see Joyce in a skirt.

Even now i feel that we aren't as close as we were.
With fights, deceit and misunderstandings.
I might just start crying soon.
Cause maybe Pisangs won't last till then.
I just hope that in the end
when i leave i would be able to say to each of you:
" i love you and you made a difference in my life,
and no matter where i go or what i do
i will always remember a breakfast of bake beans, toast, sausauge and eggs with a banana that started it all."

Love Chao Ta
Once a Pisang Forever a Pisang

i NEARLY teared.
KEY-WORD : NEARLY.

**ps. did i tell tat i tink Livejournal is weird?
LET ME TELL U!
i tried adding a comment for my friend..
andandand.. they asked me to CONFIRM tat i am a HUMAN.
like.. hello! would a monkey be typing a comment?
*i got a pic of it! i swear! HAHA!*
NEVERMIND. below they asked me to type wat i see in the box
so tat they can confirm tat i am NOT a SPAM ROBOT.
and.. if i cant read, click HERE for audio hearing.
HAHAHA!
i had to laugh.
first. tat whole spam robot thing was ~~stupid~~ ~~retarded~~ stupid&retarded.
second. if i couldnt read.. i cant click HERE can i?
third. if i couldnt read.. i wont be here right now.

HAHA!

dumbass.

if we met each other under a different sky

maybe things would be much better

we could always hold on

to this one special thing we share

but it would be too much for us to bear

2007-05-13T17:32:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY - 11th May.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TK!

i was oh-so-proud of myself. haha.
me and kannan actually walked all the way from TP to MY HOUSE.
it was like.... 5km? more or less.
andandand.. we didnt sweat tat much... or at all.
haha.

ohhh. actually before tat, we went to haf prata before.
and guess wat!
we only realised when we reached pasir ris...
WE FORGOT TO PAY.

haha. feel damn guilty. haha.
okok. wait. gotta go.
Jo-an is nagging me to go alr. haha

2007-05-12T17:42:00.000+08:00

You called yesterday
To basically say
That you care for me
But that you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended
To be feeling similarly
And led you to believe it was okay
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me

Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to proveI'm fine without you
But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath a disguise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

So what do you do
When somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing "I Will Survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way"?
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away

Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down

It'll break ya down
Only if you let it
Everday, crazy situation's rockin' my mind
Tryin' to break me down
But I won't let it (forget it)
I been feelin' like you breakin' me down
Kickin' me round, stressin' me out
I think I better go and get out
And let me relieve some stress
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, pain
Hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain, rain, rain
Lord, I just will not maintain
Oh yeah, often feel the pressures y'all
But never the less crazy won't fall
It's over, it's endin' here

Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry

tsk tsk. eff-ing emo.

2007-05-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

okaes. i'm in a BIG dilemma.
shld i run for the main comm elections? or shld i not?
i'm scared. like realllly.
i didnt really entertained the thought of running till now.

Shawn asked me if i was running, and i said no.
i said cuz i tink i cant do work and will crack under stress and like i doubt anyone would vote for me.
and he said something real nice. he said tat if i ran, he would help me campaign. :) SMILES.

although i dunno if he really meant it, but it still made me touched.

how?

i feel tat i cant really do work, yet i tink being in the main comm is a good opportunity.
but i'm REALLY scared tat i wont get ANY votes. hahha.
so malu la.
imagine my name being the last one on the list.
wont noe where to put my face.
heehee. i care alot abt my "face" la. haha.

hmm. i'm gonna sit on this and really tink.

i wont run without ~~joanne~~ Jo-An though.

take away this emptiness inside of me.

i dun like it.

2007-05-06T03:04:00.000+08:00

these are the THREE ppl who went to Simpang today.
Kannan , ME , Linette.

haha. it was fun la. all the gossiping and stuff. haha.

all abt gay-ness, who's cute and who's not,

with some sprinkles of "GOOOOAAAAALLL!" "YES AR!"

interrupting the conversation.

haha. ohh. Kannan says tat guys shld not drink too much soya milk.

'cause they contain high levels of estrogen.

to put it in english? - simply means if guys drink too much,

they will tend to REALISE they feminity in them. HAHA!
the 2 VITASOY lovers.

**now we noe why HE likes to wear hair clips and head bands.** =x

ANYWAE. we got chased out from the prata stall for playing cards.

haha. so we decided to go upstairs for some privacy.

so obviously cam-whoring started..

and it was a LONG while before it ended. haha.

after our cam-whoring session,

Gabriel decided to come over. HAHA. WOW! so early.

me and Kannan snucked off, leaving Linette and him together.

HAHA! oops.

ANYWAE. in the afternoon,

~~joanne~~ JO-ANN came over wif her sister to check up on the rabbits.

argh. they are soo cute.

their actual names are BanBan and Xiao Qiang.

but me.. being non-cheena, gave them simple english names.

Pepper and Salt:)

haha. CUTE RIGHT! like omgoodness. haha.

ANYWAE. i've OFFICIALLY started an exercising plan.

which i tink will end UNofficially in a few days. HAHA.

but. anyhow, I WENT JOGGING LAST NIGHT!

feel oh-so-proud of myself laa.

but when i reached home, i was like red and tired and worn-out.

*look at my ~~sexy~~ SWEATINESS.*

i feel SO proud and a great sense of achievement.

haha.

smallthingsmakemehappy :)

i dun like who i am,

what i haf become,

and i fear how i'll be,

in the future

2007-05-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

was late for lecture today.
haha. WWAAAIITTT!
it wasnt TOTALLY my fault. haha.
helped Joanne and Gabe print notes.
i was pretty unlucky today. :(
was in lecture for like half an hour max.,
when it ended.
AND TAT WAS MY THE END OF MY SCHOOL DAY.
haha. waste of time laa.

ANYWAE. met my Ah Beng Pisang brother - TK to go Bugis.
heehee. he DROVE. hahaha.
accompanied him to cut his hair.
i wasn't very good company.
i kept falling asleep.
oh no no. not in the car.
hehs. in the Salon. haha.
whatever. haha.
ANYWAE. after cutting, TK bought for me some *yucky* Strepsils Cough Mixture and water.
~~although it tasted yucky~~, it was VERY nice of him to do tat.
esp. since my cough is not TAT bad.
but anyhow, i love my pisang brother to bits. :))

ANYWAE. after Bugis, decided to go to the Pet Farm at Pasir Ris.
had to get some stuff for Joanne's rabbits.
**heehee. i secretly named them Salt & Pepper. couldnt pronounce the names Joanne gave them. heehee**
we drove around trying to find the place.
hahah. i noe. my sense of directions sucks la.
but TK the great found it. haha.
got rabbit shampoo for the rabbits.
the puppies ae soo cute. OMGOODNESS.
i'm sooo gonna get a dog when i'm older.
soo. after tat, went to Downtown for some SUBWAY. *LOVES:)*
and TK sent me home.
aye. THANX TK FOR EVERYTHING! LOVES:)

someday u'll find someone u really care for,

and if her love would prove to be untrue.

u'll noe how much my heart is breaking.

u'll cry for her the way i cried for u.

2007-05-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

there's this man and woman.
this man and woman are married.
every morning this married man and woman comes down to the busstop.
the woman is a working lady, the man is a house-band.
the house-band walks his working wife to the busstop and waits for the bus with her.
when the bus arrives, the house-band and the working wife shares a lil' kiss, a hug and an i-love-u look.
working wife boards the bus, and house-band waits till bus leaves, waving till he can't see the bus no more.

aren't they sweet?
i'm jealous.
*pouts*

2007-05-01T02:19:00.000+08:00

i haf to vent my fustrations somewhere.
and it's gonna be here.
am i ready for any relationships now?
i mean, definitely i WANT one, cuz to haf the feeling tat someone is there for u and all. a special person.
but am i READY for one?
and even if i am ready, are u gonna be the one?
yeahs. u do hold a special place in my heart.
but i can't possibly imagine how u could use someone to tat extent.
how u could be soo mean to her.
i noe u haf ur reasons.
but the reasons u told me sound like bullshit. i'm serious.
if u didnt want a patch, why couldnt u just tell her no?
what EXACTLY is the logic behind patching wif her if u haf absolutely no feelings for her?
and if u could do this to her, why not me?
why shld i not tink tat u may put me in that same position?
okaes. let's not talk abt putting the blame on u.
let's talk the person i noe the best. me.
let's say i dun care abt all tat.
and i accept u back.
i dun tink i am ready for it.
i still like my freedom.
and i am soo scared tat i will do to u, the same thing i did to u den.
and after tat whole "JP" incident, i won't put myself or anyone thru the same thing again. it hurts.
and not only tat.
another person shares my heart with u. let's just call him "eyecandy"
and because of this, it's a definite no-no to go into a relationship.
i dun trust myself to be entirely faithful.
to say truthfully, i haf slight hopes for this "eyecandy".
though i noe tat there is like only a 1% chance for anything.
but.. this isnt fair to u either way.
#1. i accept u back, but leaves u for him.
#2. i dun accept u back YET, and wait and see. "eyecandy" dun want me, i accept u.
that would be damn bad of me.
it would be using u as a substitute. and i am really sick of screwing up all my relationships tat i just want to haf a nice, good, long-lasting, loving one.
so till den.. i'm just going to wait and see.
u dun haf to wait for me.
but i ask of u, not to be so mean to her.
be with her if u like/love her.
dun be with her just for the sake of being with her.
if there is any fate between us, time will see.
after all,
what is meant to be urs, will be urs.

2007-04-29T01:46:00.000+08:00

to be a GIORDANO-IAN again or not to be a GIORDANO-IAN.

tat is the question.

2007-04-29T01:12:00.000+08:00

i learnt one thing from blog hopping and viewing ppl's profiles..
i tend to get E-M-O.
HAHA!
i'm serious.
like..
let's say i am seeing this person's blog and he/she is emo.
I GET AFFECTED. talk abt being sensitive. haha.
really..
or if i am viewing someone's profile and he/she is attached.
I GET EMO TOO. argh.

i tink i got too much time on my hands tat's why.
could be.
yeps. must be.
should be.
i mean.. why else rite? RITE.

i can't shake the feeling tat i am bluffing myself.

<emo>aiya. i dunno la.
just feel tat there's really got to be more to life.
and like something is just missing..
in me, in my life.. in something.
just got to figure what it is.
to me,
it feels like there is something tat i want. REALLY want.
i just can't figure what it is.
just this.. what's the word for it?.. erm.. "longing"?</emo>

haha. maybe it's just a lack of sleep.
or maybe it's too much sleep.
aye. this shows tat i haf MUCH too MUCH time on my hands.

SOLUTION?

GET A JOB!
GET SOME EXERCISE!
GET MY BUTT MOVING!

someday we'll noe

why love can move a mountain.

someday we'll noe

why the sky is blue.

someday we'll noe

why i wasn't meant for you.

2007-04-28T01:33:00.000+08:00

i dun believe anything tat u tell me.
i am NOT gonna believe anything tat u tell me either.
u keep doing and saying the same things over and over.
it's been a year plus.
and throughout, it's always the same story.
i might have believed it once or twice, fell for it once or twice.
got upset one or twice.
but hey, we always end up with the same picture again.
and now tat u just did it again.
aye. i'm not gonna listen to ur lies anymore.

aye. i feel emo.
i noe i am still young and all, and dun haf to worry abt anything just yet.
but.. i'm really starting to tink tat i wont be able to get married after all.
haha. i'm serious.
i've been thinking..
maybe i should become a nun.
rather than risking a possibility of having TEN marriages.
haha.

AGNES says:

LOU. i only wish to attend one of ur weddings. not TEN. just one will do. dun haf to invite me for all TEN of them.

She's super mean, i swear. haha.

okaes. back to the emo point.

i just cant seem to find the right person who suits me.

and yeahs. i do want to haf a really long relationship.

but i am really scared to give it a chance cuz i'm not sure if i am capable or not.

i tink it's more of the "or not" part. =(

i tink my relationships record is reallt pathetic. truely.

i mean my loser record for the longest relationship is like 4 mths.

and tat record was set 3 years ago?

and all relationships since, haf not exceeded 2 mths. :)

i'm such a pathetic loser. **aye. words. of encouragement.*

okaes. i just discovered the cause of my emo-ness.

and tat is SLEEPY-ness.

so my emo-ness is brought on by a bout of sleepy-ness. haha.

go figure.

oh which reminds me.

haha.

Kannan and I had this awfully riduculous MSN conversation the other day.

very retarded. READ.

4/25/2007

louDESKER. says:
let's just drop it
hahaa
we are both not making sense

kannan ; Legal™ ∞ Random Stupid Thoughts says:
huh?
i tot i was making sense and that you were not making sense and you thought that i was not making sense when actualy i was making more sense then wat senseyou were trying to sense out

louDESKER. says:
eh.
i was the one with the most sense who was making the most sense unlike u with little sense acting like u are making the most sense. where is the sense in tat man?

kannan ; Legal™ ∞ Random Stupid Thoughts says:
how would i know where is the sense that you claimed to have had. if only you could come to your senses and see that the one who made sense was me and not you wif your false sense of sense

louDESKER. says:
u senseless person trying to act as though u got sense when u obviously donot haf a sense of sense so please stop acting as though u haf a lot of sense and tat u ae making alot of sense when u are really not making any sense

kannan ; Legal™ ∞ Random Stupid Thoughts says:
yes and do you think are a making better sense then me? hmm i beg to differ frm this false sense of objectivity and bring you to the main point that you serioussly trying to make sense using wat lil common sense you have and then trying to understand the sense behind wat i term as your gibberish nonsense

louDESKER. says:
well. even if u did haf any sense it'll probably not be common. after this whole senseless conversation with u.. i've come to a sensibleconclusion tat we are both sensible ppl who are bored out of our senses and just, pardon the language, talking cock

haha. arent we oh-so-cute-and-lovable? :)

2007-04-28T00:26:00.000+08:00

the new fifty-cent fish.
be cool; GO AND GET IT. :)

JOEL says:
lectures now wont be so boring.
u can haf fish fights, elbow rests, head rests, amusements etc.

the new fifty-cent fish.

CATCH IT.

2007-04-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

okok. i noe it's ABIT late. but...
here's the week 0 orientation post. haha.
WADDD? better late den neva.
haha.

ANYWAE. let's just sum everything up ok?
Orientation rocks.
We had fun.
1B06 is AMAZING.
Nina and I are the best.
Business won the war. AGAIN.

it's really fun.
it really helped tat o6 is very OEI. hahaa. so happy. :))
and the ppl tat make up o6 are really fun.
haha. i have my "BAOBEI" :)
2 newly named ppl.
wen jie = justin.
eden = edward.
shameen kept laughing at me cuz well..
me BEING me is like ultra blurrr.
so HALF the time i'm like..
HAHA. i dunno wat's going on.
oh! oh! oh!
and BUSINESS WON THE WAR AGAIN.
at the end of the two days, i was damn shagged.
i lost my voice for like a few days. **my brothers were celebrating**
but it was all worth it.
and i neva lost my voice before so it was a fun experience.
hahaha. first time i sounded sexy. HAHA.
oh yes. after the second day, went for Jam&Hop.
haha. had a fun time with the girls except at one point of time.
when this guy came behind me and started "banging" me.
OMGOD. traumatised.
haha.

PICTURES;

**my baobei is in the middle:)**

2007-04-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

i miss 1Bo9.

:(

terribly.

2007-04-22T03:42:00.000+08:00

argh. i give up trying to fix my previous post.
it's like all screwed up.
or maybe it's just me. haha.
whatever.
ANYWAE. this post is dedicated to MIAH.
MIAH wants me to write ALL abt his nice-ness.
how he is soo nice and kind and ya-da ya-da.
oh yes. he is so nice.
so very nice.
never met anyone nicer den him.
i dun tink anyone can match up to his niceness.
I'M C-RYE-US! **heehee. it's supposed to be serious.
he is the NICEST person ever.
really. u will never EVER meet anyone as nice as him.

yups.
and i am THIN! stick thin.

LET'S CELEBRATE OPPOSITE DAY TODAY! =))

Week 0 orientation post coming up soon.
some time.
i tink.
hopefully.
most probably.
we'll see.